Nov 23, 2004
nothing feels good

I've been sitting in my room on my computer listening to " The Swiss Army Romance " over and over and over. I'm so glad I finally have a small break from school, because it is causing a lot of stress. There is this girl there that I have like for 2 years now. When ever I touch her I get an electric current that flows through every inch of my body. I just want to kiss her so bad, and hold her forever, but forever seems shorter.
" I wanted to tell her how beautiful she is ,
         but I just stared ...... "
Thats pretty much the way it goes all the time. I always stare into her big brown eyes and go speechless and have that widend and somewhat hopeless smile on my face. Everything seems complete for those few seconds but then everything goes back to normal again, and once more I feel alone, my heart aches, burns, and the feeling of that love that could exist enters. I just spilled a small portion of my heart out over the net, I slightly feel better.
      I decided to read " Nothing Feels Good " once again because it is my fav book of all time. I'm glad I got a hold of it again and finally I own my own copy. It helps pass the long hours of school. Screw work, I'd rather read about the history of my beloved Emo to help me cope with my life of catastrophes.

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Nov 21, 2004
Entry II ???

Its been a short month. Right now I am chilling out at wigga Eric Riddle's house watching him kick some ass at DDR. Mostly in my spare time I have  been playing TimeCrisisII and now I have all the episodes of Invader Zim so that should keep me busy for a few weeks or so. Eric and I also went to the mall and I schooled him at some Soul Caliber II , CapcomVsSNK , and everyother fighting game but he does hold the title for making me look like an idot at DDR. It's so close to Christmas and that means some major time off school and alwsome presents. Im already counting down the days. Peace OUT


Quote of the Week [ acctually month X.X ] ---:---
   

Just tell your friends you didn't save Hyrule because you where getting stoned, they'll understand.


 


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Oct 13, 2004
<3

Last Friday I went to a battle of the bands at UVA Wise college. I had a fun time hanging out with Fro, Lyold, Eric, and Todd. We played hackysack with my hat some popcans and a popcorn box. I'll never froget Lyold letting out a big high pitched scream during a Christian rock bands song. It was right in the middle of it and they were singing about Jesus, and then Lyold lets out this big ass scream. I laugh my ass off just thinking about it. The rest of my week and days have went by really really slow. I've been watching Riding In Vans With Boys every evening. Its the greatest movie ever.. well at least my favorite movie ever. Tuesday I was goofing off in 2nd period and colored my hair with silver and purple sharpies, yes it gets that boring. Also along the week I have been listening to a lot of Yovee. Its really mellow and alwsome. I'll probably post about my weekend below this because I don't want to waste a lot of entrys.

Quote of the week:
" Sleep more, lose time, keeps my mind from catching up.
lie down if you can't stand, you can have my bed tonight. "
- Recover - "Sleeper"





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Oct 4, 2004
When Aliens Fly Into Your Butt

The title has nothing to do with the whats written, or is it the aliens that make my stomach hurt and my brain itch ?? Its another Monday. Time to start over fresh, a new week, a new story, and for me... more grey hair in the back of my head from stress. Right now I feel like shit, my sinusessssesesss ( lol ) are being an ass and I have a head ache, combined with the feeling of puking my chinese lunch all over the computer screen. I have 2 tests to study for, Alegebra homework, and a editoral to write, but hopefully a magic fairy will come in the night and make it disapear or do it for me. This weeked I bought the new ( well for me ) Sparta - porcelen , and Silverstein - (whatever its called.. I'm to tired to think ). The Silverstein kicked a lot of ass. Sparta was so so but it was worth the 10 dollars I spent for it. I think I will lay down on my book... excuse me.. I have to go vomit now.

**********************  Wednsday , October 06 2004 *************************
I decided just to add to this instead of making a new entry. Well, It seems my alergys are being bitches and my nose is running on and off now, my eyes burn and itch and I have frequent headaches. I really don't have much to say besides I am sick and feel like crap. I hope you enjoy my pic of the Blink guys in their underwear, I thought it was sorta cool. That reminds me of today when I was walking through the hall playing my air guitar with my friend Nate singing " Everytime I Look For You " by Blink and the back of my pants fell down showing my white ass and crack. He laughed so hard. It wasn't embaressing, just one of those funny cool things.


Quote of the new week !!!
" Time to wake up wheres your daughters ?, Urge to breakup she was stronger, all my friends say please don't love her, what did I gain now I miss her so ? "

Piss Fuck Shit, Fuck Fuck Shit Fuck , Shit Fuck , Mothafuck fuck fuck fuck, SHIT .... my balls itch. It would be nice to to have a blowjob............ from your mom. Thank you..  ( all credit goes to blink..)

Right now.. Im watching First Date by Blink 182.. it always makes me laugh, smile inside, and brings back memorys of their kick ass summer tour show in Cincy. Or maybe Im just a pathetic hardcore blink fan. Its true, I would lick Mark's balls. lol. I'll probably post in about again in about .... 2 days.. Till then.. chao my goombatas.
Love always - Andrew -



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Sep 30, 2004
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

  Sleepy I wish the best of luck to you and your band.. considering I live in Wise Virginia and I am only in the 10th grade, no car, no license, I doubt I will ever be able to form a band untill I go to college.. I guess that means lots of practice time to myself.. Anyway, there is this really great Emo band Daphne Loves Derby . Check them out at www.purevolume.com/daphnelovesderby You must download "Hopeless Love" because it is my fav song by them.
I got the new The Used cd, I would rate it a solid 8 out of 10.

Quote of the Week:
 " I won't go down by myself, but I will go down by my friends ! " - My Chemical Romance
                                                                     ' You Know What They do to Guys Like us in Prison' 

 I could take all of you in my bed right fucking now !
Everyone say - Fuck you Tom, we fucking hate you, your going to burn in hell and die a horrible fiery death, because we think you're a stupid peice of shit !


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Sep 26, 2004
Entry I

   This is my first entry ! The damn thing won't let me add audio unless I pay 15 dollars a year.. lol. Lets see, Friday I got my first reportcard.. I made 3 A's 3 B's and 1 C. It was ok. I also finished reading " Nothing Feels Good , Punkrock, Teenagers, and Emo ". It was a great book.. Well, it has also come to my attention I will probably never be in a band untill college.. Maybe I should name my journal entrys " The PenisPunx Chronicles " . 
THIS WEEKS QUOTE !! -

" From the times that I've killed you and then
We can wash down this engagement ring
With poison and kerosene
We'll laugh as we die
And we'll celebrate the end of things
With cheap champagne

Without, without a sound
And I wish you away"
- MyChemicalRomance "Drowning Lessons"

I wish the Atticus Dragging the lake III would hurry and come out. I heard some bands didn't get their stuff in on time, probably KUTuUP, lol.


- KUTuUP -  ( In Order Left to Right )
Micha Mattson - Guitar
Brandon Parkhurst – Vocals/Guitar
Chris Cote – Vocals/Bass
Brendan Raasch - Drums


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Hey my name is Andrew, and I am 15. I am a broken hearted, lover of the hopeless Emo kid. Some bands that inspire me are: Blink182 ( my all time fav band since 6th grade, :P ) TexasIsTheReason ThePromiseRing DashboardConfessional SunnyDayRealEstate SavesTheDay KUTuUP VendettaRed ThePostalService Hellogoodbye TheStartingLine Finch Rufio Mae HiddenInPlainView FenixTX NFG TheQueers JimmyEatWorld TheGetUpKids TakingBackSunday Thursday Silverstein HawthorneHeights aThorneForEveryHeart ArmorForSleep Weezer SensesFail TheEarlyNovember Yovee TheAtaris. Some people ask, what the hell is Emo ? Well, its Melodic, Expressive, Confessional Punk Rock. Emo isn't really a genre, its more of a subculture. There is no emo artist but instead emo songs and cds, vinyls , tapes, etc. The internet is the place for us "Emo Kids" to escape the real world and express our feelings, seek advice from our friends and peers, and get rid of depression or sadness. { Something that produces results... my heart the handgernade, you pull out the pin }
   

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